slayground:

Bookmark Giveaway!

I stumbled across these beautiful bookmarks that were really inexpensive, so being the hoarder that I am I bought 4. Now, I’m realizing there’s really no point for so many since I only use one. Instead of letting them collect dust in my room thought it would be better to give them away so they may be better appreciated.

I have 3 different designs (as you can see above) that will go to 3 different people. Click on the images above for bigger view. I guess I should put up rules/guidelines/whatever now:

• You can enter the giveaway by REBLOGGING THIS POST.
• YOU CAN ONLY REBLOG ONCE. (if you reblog more than once i’ll disqualify your ass)
• Likes DO NOT count.
• No need to follow or anything like that.
• Winners will be picked via one of those random number generators.
• One bookmark per winner. There will be 3 winners.
• The first winner will get a choice in the design between the 3 bookmarks. The second winner gets a choice between the 2 remaining bookmarks. And the 3 winner gets the last bookmark.
• Winners will be notified though their askboxes. YOUR ASKBOX MUST BE ENABLED. If I don’t get a response from the winner within 24 hours, I will choose another winner.
• I will ship anywhere in the world.
• Giveaway ends May 28th, 2012.

Yeah, so that’s it. Good luck!

ryankfollese:

You hear a lot about how much I appreciate the fans and my band, but the truth is the gravity is lost. This band isn’t just a band. Our fans aren’t just fans. This is a movement. We are a power. I love every person like I love every last lyric on page, every smudged sharpie on a poster, and every…

imonlydreamin:

Premiere of “I Like It Like That” (aka #ILILT) by @HotChelleRae in Nashville at 107.5 The River. (@1075theriver) On September, 09th, 2011.

I was cracking up when i saw this particularly scene in DH. so i decided to type it up so i can remember Gabby’s witty character.

You Must Meet My Wife Episode.

Gabby: “What the hell is wrong with you people? First you take out my mother-in-law then you go after my daughter. Are you trying to kill off every Juanita Solis in the planet?!”

Bree: ” I admit it was a terrible coincidence”

Gabby: ” You’re getting sloppy you know. This one was in broad daylight”

Bree:” I’m sorry. she just came out of nowhere.”

Gabby: “Have you seen my daughter? She never comes out of nowhere.”

Andrew:: Uh, on a related note.  I just want to say how much I appreciate you not telling Carlos about me running over his mom.”

Gabby: “I’m gonna give you that one because I wasn’t fond of her. But as the rest of my family, LEARN TO SWERVE!”

Andrew: ” Why does this keeps happening?”

Bree: ” I don’t know maybe God is punish us.”

Andrew: ” Or God is punishing the Solises and we are just doing God’s work.”

XOXO

bored-girl.

10.08.10

UUUURRRRGGGHHHH!!!

yes im completely frus-fucking-trated.

first i started my new schedule at work, which it sounded nice at first, but sounding and actually living it, it’s not the same thing. it was a complete nightmare! working five nights in a row was like i really needed the job to support myself, which is so not the case, i work for pleasure, not a need or a must. then friday came, and it was the most boring day ever!! i know i could have gone  out but i couldnt  gather myself to do so. i kept thinking on how i was supposed to be working not being bored out of my mind. Saturday, what is was supposed to be fun cause i was going to do my favorite thing ever, SHOPPING, turned out to be not so great as i hoped. I went with a friend who doesnt enjoy shopping as much as i do, and i couldnt see and try on clothes as i would’ve done if i had gone all by myself as i had planned in the beginning. so the total mall experience was a chaos. i didnt even end up buying what i was looking for. ugh. terrible.

Then my father informs me that i have to give up my room because Psycho’s family is sleeping im my room, at that point i was ready to slash someone’s throat and rip their guts out! ugh i hate her stupid family all they come to do is make me uncomfortable in someone else’s room. gotta move all my shit and then put it back again once they leave.. which i hope will be soon cause i wont be happy until they are gooone!!

another thing that is making me miserable is that “mr.i.really.really.like.you” has not text or call me since friday afternoon. wtf!?! why?!?!? i know. i know. i can pick up the phone and text him, but that just sounds ridiculous! i wont. well not at least until monday if he doesnt contact me tomorrow, sunday.

aaaaaaahhhhhh. i feel a little bit better now that i vent-ed. i think i can go to bed with a weight lifted off of me. well sorta. well im gettign tired and bored so im moving on to watching tv right now…

signing off…

Frustrated Girl.

(08.21.10)

Last night i had a good cry. which i have not had  one of those in a good while. images kept popping inside my head, torturing and telling that as usual, everything bad that happens to me is my fault. for not saying no, not being firm or to plain speak up and do something about it.

i want to trust people more, but how can i do that when everyone i trusted at some point left me or has done me terribly wrong. how can i have self-esteem when guys only want to have my (disgusting) body. how can i love myself when all this negativity is happening to me. you would think that one time would have been enough, but no, it keeps happening over and over again, i’m honestly not a bad person, i might have bad thoughts, but im a nice person, who does not deserves all of this.

i feel alone. with no one to fully trust. nobody to tell my tragic/pathetic life.

i dont know what to do. i feel like i deserve better but life keeps telling me otherwise, should i keep going against it, or give up and let life take all of me.

ironic. the person that dug me out of my darkness, triggered the dark hole back again. life must you be ironic all the time?

who knew denial had its limit. apparently it is not good enough for me, should i take on a higher dose, of something stronger.

“Maybe it’s not my weekend, But it’s going to be my year…”

“Stop there, let me correct it, i wanna live life from a new perspective..”

i dont know but i feel like this year is going to be different, in a good way. i didnt even plan on changing anything, well sort of , but that was only if i moved, which it didnt happened, bummer, im still stuck in this town. it all happened without me knowing, damn subconscious mind, thanks for the heads-up… anyway, i feel the changes in me though, im in a better mood, which it is totally weird coming from me, i hardly get pissed anymore, sure there are things that annoy the hell out of me, but not to the point to ruin a whole week worth my time, now is only a matter of minutes and then i let it go or or better yet, forget all about it. i laugh more, and oh SHOCKING! im seeing some things in a positive note. i know, me, wow. where the hell did Laura go? and who is this new chick? …… who cares! cause i like her & im not letting her get away any time soon. ha. ha. =D.

the thing im looking forward now is to buy me a car, which the simple thought gets me terrified, cause on my attention-span of an ant, ha, not even, a mosquito attention-span perhaps; its crazy, but i think is about damn time to reclaim my freedom and find myself.

*many sights* *aahh* the only thing that could possible make 2010 my perfect year is if i found my other-half. i really do believe is about fucking time, i find someone to share my thoughts, silliness, craziness and stupidity. lol. but knowing myself i wont find someone until i convince myself that someone out there is crazy enough to like me for me, which i dont even know who the fuck i am, i try so hard to change everything about me, that im completely lost. mmmm… whatever. that is a whole other issue..

march is about to come next week and i hope it becomes and awesome month. cause i fucking deserve some happiness and less blackness.

gosh i rant alot. need to stop already.. my scatter thoughts want to come out.. but i wont let them yet.. is a bit too soon..

gotta go to sleep. although i doubt i can. it would be a great success if i have a good night sleep.

signing off. confused girl.

xoxo.

weird dreams again.which i am totally cool with them, cause they are like i said weird, and also because is like having mini-weird-movies-starring-me in my head. BUT, i am not cool at all when my subconscious decides to fuck with my emotions and throw the guy i ever felt connected with, (which i no longer have any contact with) in the dreams. it shakes my whole system up and down. bringing memories of when we used to talk, hang, act silly, act stupid, and much-much worse.. prom!!! (yuck). I dunno what it could be, maybe that his b-day is in this month. or maybe that i miss him, but i doubt it. i gave up on having him in my life again long time ago. Still what i dont understand is why i have dreams of people i rarely talk to or worse people i dont talk to at all. My ex-best-friend was in the dream too. It doesnt freaks me when she makes cameos in my dreams. i actually like it. it’s as if she makes them more interesting, and it makes me feel better cause there is someone in the dream that knows me and kinda gets me. odd feeling. Anyway back to last night weird dream, we were still in high school and having a blast (deja vu), and then i saw HIM, my heart began to ache, because it hadn’t seen his face, and also because it brought the words “we can no longer be friends” back. to cut the dream short i was hiding everywhere, in the halls, behind doors, walls, people, so he couldn’t see me. Which brings me to real life, i don’t know if i would hide if i ever see him again (accidentally of course). Would i hide. ignore him. acknowledge him? this thought tortures me every time HE pops in my head without a warning.

aahhh it sort of feels good to vent about this. in typing. i could never tell anyone of how i think or have dreams of HIM every once in awhile. HECK. i never could even brought my true feelings for HIM until i was gone and realized it months later, when everyone knew way before my brain connected the dots, when it was too late to even say or do something.

enough of this pathetic wallowing crap.

gotta go read an interesting book. (Shatter).

ahomeboyslife:

there is something scary about watching batman getting his ass kicked. but there is something somewhere deep inside that feels okay as long as hes part bruce wayne. you know hes gonna get up. its not like hes gonna die or fade off into the sunset. besides hes so billboard big that he isnt human to you anymore. throwing darts at him makes your 9 to 5 feel a bit better. it feels better that you didnt reach a bit farther or gamble on yourself a bit more. it brings him back to earth. and suddenly hes human. it startles you. fuck. did i kill batman? no. its his fault he was out there doing that shit. he brought this on. follow any single human being for 24 hours a day, 7 days a week and you will find something. maybe something tiny. hidden. in the dark way down. and at this time in the culture of americana we get off on it. or else jersey shore wouldnt rate the way it had. i hate it. it depresses me. it makes me want to get off the grid. but i cant bite the hand that feeds me or my mortgage wont get paid and my kid wont stay in diapers. its depressing to watch our president have to tiptoe around issues that will make the poorest of the poor in our country have the decency of health. its a sad day to watch people cling to the hope that someone whos putting their “heart and soul into it” will fuck up but it more than happy to tune in to people who are famous for being famous.

i dont care about your response to this. i didnt edit it. i didnt think it through. this is me filterless. i dont care what you think about it.

i like getting kicked in the ribs. i like sweat when mixed with blood. i kind of get off on not being liked which has been half of my time in fall out boy. its weird. definitely not healthy.

fob will always hold a special place in my heart. but since the chances of them getting back together from their “brake” are looking slim, i’ve been looking for a band-replacement (which i must admit nothing will ever come close to the feeling i had for fob) that might get me into their music as they did, but so far, looking for a new band that i think that is different from others is looking kinda tough, and is giving me a headache. i’ve been listening to We The kings but all their songs are kinda cheesy love songs, (barf. lol.) which reminds me of FNB, so is not much diversity. i read today about the story of :30TM but i havent gotten into their music just yet. gosh this is harder than it looks. i need a new band to obsess over, and i need it now. or maybe i should just focus on reading books but that becomes a very unhealthy habit. since i’m unwilling to put the book down until im done with it. and that takes so much of my time. actually, 2 days of my life.*ahhh**sights* having so much free time in my hands is frustrating. i wanna do so many things. but as always i cant decide what to do or i end up trying to multitask and as usual, it never ends well.

whatever. i’ll decide later.

going  to sleep.

laters.

i’ve been reading some of the tweets that have been sent to Pete concerning the future of FOB. it really frustrates me that he keeps changing and saying different things as the time passes by. first that there was going to be a one year brake. then 2-3 yrs.  and now he says that there might be a fob without him. wtf? there is no fob without him, he is the lyricist of the band and if someone else writes the songs then it wont be the fob i happen to love, it would be a whole different band. it totally sucks. it infuriates me. fob is the one band i truly love. i guess imma have to get over it or find a replacement band. good thing i still have All Time Low & The Friday Night Boys. although it is not the same. blahh. whatever the future holds for fob i hope is a good one. if not oh well. shit. happens.

signing off..

truly yours..

me.

I’ve been wanting to post things that have been popping in my mind but im a big procrastinating chick so i didnt type none of the thoughts crossing my mind…

Moving on, my first post is about what i wanted this year to stop. The craze of VAMPIRES. so little did i know that my unconscious wanted to explore the world of vampires. ugh it goes against my consciousness. i really do think that my unconscious and my conscious are really not good buddies. they totally want different things from me. anyway, so that is going to become my thing this year, reading fiction about vampires. so far so good. i read the Twilight Saga, which i must admit i liked it, and read it twice. yes. lame. dont judge me. the next book i read about vampires its called “Wicked Games” by Jeri Smith-Ready. good in a way, i couldnt stop comparing in to Twilight, i guess cause somehow all stories about vampires will have some similarities since authors might based some of their knowledge of vampires on myths and legends and the rest to their imagination. i figure now i will start with from the beginning and read Dracula, and the collection of Anne Rice and who knows what after that…  i might write my own comments and thoughts of the book later as post if i dont feel too lazy.

wow as my first post it really isnt that bad.. ( or so i think).